what am i destine to be?!

i been thinking this all night and day, what am i going to be?!..am i destine to be a nurse, artist, singer, dancer and etc., or its just me making my own path and way to be what im going to be?!I like to be everything, i want to be flexible in a lot of things pero hanggang saan ang kaya kong gawin?! ayokong gumawa ng bagay na sa huli ay pagsisisihan ko at masasaktan lang ako in the fact that i can't do it or i did'nt do it or i don't have enough ability and skill to do it!. Masakit isipin na ang akala mong kayang mong gawin ay hindi mo pala kaya. Pero ayokong mawalan ng pag-asa, kailangan maging positive ka sa lahat ng bagay at isipin mo na kaya mo!I took a nursing course in the philippines and in a two years of studying alam ko na kinaya ko sya at masaya ako sa ginagawa ko and now that im going back to school for the RN program, i dont know if i still really can do it but on the other hand i really want this, this is i want- to pursue this course. Am i destine to be a nurse?!i don't know,however i planned for this and i really want it!