Life..

I was given a gift from heaven and this was given by our almighty god. And this gift is the best gift i ever receive, but i don't really know if this gift was really meant for me or he just let me borrow it, i don't know if this is really mine or he just want me to experience it. I'm talking about my LIFE!..I was very thankful because he give me a Life and he let me experience to live and to love, he gave me the chance to see this wonderful world, he let me feel how to love, care and how to be loved and care, he let me be a part of my family right now,he let me participate in any activity,he let me enter to all my friends live, he let me take part of such responsibilities and he let me go through my saddest and happiness moment of my life. I don't know when this life gonna last, i don't know when will he gonna take my life back, but when this time comes I'm not gonna refuse or scared to give it back because I'm already prepared and ready to die, in fact I'll be very thankful because I'm already done my part in this world. In don't really enjoy how life it is, i don't even see the beauty of life, all i know is that life is important, my life is so complicated, too many problems, too many trials, too many consequences and too many challenges but I'm still trying to push my self to the success of life, im trying to fight and scape from this complicated life. And in this early age i've taught how to value my life and others lives, for a girl like me LIFE IS TOO SHORT but for the old they always say that LIFE IS TOO LONG, so its very confusing, i can't really explain what life is, we got our own diff. perception about life. Different people get there own belief about life. But as a youth in this world i will not stop loving and believing on my life and Im still going to search for the true meaning of life.. not your life or anybodies life but the indeed meaning of my life!